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[27 Jan 2006|09:25pm]
New livejournal.


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[23 Dec 2005|05:26am]
i leave for rochester today.
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i suck at this livejournal thing. [05 Nov 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]



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[27 Aug 2005|04:12pm]

So, nothing new has happened at all.
Except for the face that I'm in love with a boy that lives 1,068.19 miles away from me.
He lives in Rochester, NY.
He's the love of my life.

Also, I got my monroe done.

I'm going to start  updating this thing more.

I promise.

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[09 Jul 2005|12:28pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Maybe I should start using this thing more often?

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[09 Apr 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | content ]

If you read my Xanga you've probably already seen these..

Rock For HopeCollapse )

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[02 Apr 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

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[15 Mar 2005|02:46pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm sorry for the lack of updates on this thing.
I always forget about it, sorry.

So, about that perfect boy, yeahhh.
It didn't work out. He thought we lived to far away.
We only lived 30 minutes away.
He kept saying "It's not going to work"
It hurt so bad but, what made it hurt worse was when i said
"I'm over the fact that you don't want to be with me, it just still hurts.."
&he said
"What makes you think I don't want to be with you?"
&then he kept saying that I was "perfect"
I told him how amazing that made me felt &he said
"I meant it, you are perfect"

jfkajfkajfkajfugj it upset me.
He likes another girl now.
One that lives closer to him.
It's okay though I guess, We are still good friends.
&I'm over it, pretty much.

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jeez [25 Feb 2005|09:45pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

i feel like a failure because i never update this thing.

but i'm happy to say..

i have met a boy.
he is the most amazing boy ever.
&he makes me happy.

the end.


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WHOA. [02 Feb 2005|11:01pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

sorry for my lack of updates.
i'm a slacker with this.
i update more on my xanga.
but anyway, i still love you all!

&&uhm. i need a valentine to eat chocolates &ice cream with.
any volunteers?!



-ps. i like 3 boys. one is like madly in love with me, one i'm crazy about (but he has a gf dammit), &the other, well idk, i want to hang out with him sooooon though. i hate boys. too much drama.

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[22 Jan 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

today i bought a blood brother's hoodie at hot topic. yeah, hot topic, wtf. when did they get so hugeee?
but i also met a beautiful boy there named ben. he's cute, &he's going to the blood brother's show, i hope i see him there. *blush*

NO, i will not join your stupid community, for stupid teenybopper fans that only like fftl because sonny moore is hot. fucking. lame.

bye lovers.


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[19 Jan 2005|06:58pm]
[ mood | must.play.perfect. ]

*insert long eventful day here*

today this kid. was talking about the different kinds of barbie dolls to make, one of my favorties he suggested was 'on E' barbie. hahaha yeah it was funny. but drugs are bad kids. so stay away from them=]

uhm yeah. sorry this was a short update.

i have hours of violin practice to do tonight.
not to mention all of my make-up work from when i was sick.
jfklajfkajfka. bleh.


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oh baby here comes the sound!!! [18 Jan 2005|06:40pm]
[ mood | creative ]

today was another pointless day.
it was extremely boring.

i am feeling rather creative though.
i drew random pictures all day.
i've decided that i need to find myself a boy.
because, i'm getting awful tired of not having someone to cuddle with.

the fear before &zao show is tonight.
&unfortunately i am not able to attend.
i'm freaking pissed about it too;
because there is this boy that wanted me to go to the show.
&this particular boy that i'm talking about; happens to be the boy that i have a huge crush on...
fhjfakljfkajk. *insert sad face here*

anyway; i can't think of anything else to say.

later lovelies;<333

ps. if any of you have a xanga; you should add me; because that would be rad.

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[17 Jan 2005|09:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i guess i'll use this thing.
but i need some friends.
anyone up for it?


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